I know in Heaven, you'll find Peace

I want to learn how to accept that I will never see your face again, at least not for a long while, and it hurts to think about it. Hector, you touched my life more than you could imagine, and in my head, I've just been hearing you calling my name as soon as you see me, no matter what mood you were in when I came in, "Wendesiiiitaaaaa." I will miss you forever, and ever, and always sexy boy. I remember our little Zara game on Newbury st. Walking down the street and pointing out Zara clothing, then arguing over some, I swore I saw the same ones at H&M and you let it slide because you knew you would win anyway, you have a better eye for these things than I do. I remember all the compliments you gave me on what I was wearing, and all the critizism on the messy stuff that I wore, on those days I didnt look into the mirror before walking out the house. I miss you Hector. I miss your laugh, your smile, your voice. Most of all, I miss the way you would slap my ass, and pinch me. Although both hurt, the slap in the ass was hella sexy I must admit. "You're lucky I love you" Damn right, I am lucky. and I'm lucky I got to meet you, and I'm lucky you learned to like me, and that I learned to like you because I know alot of people didnt. Fuck all the Newbury st customers. FUCK THEM! Newbury st, never again. If it wasnt for Mel and a couple of others, I would say fuck Zara, but my lips are sealed for now. I would've married you, if you liked my stuff....damn! I should've got a surgery :-) Hahaha that made me laugh, and I'm sure it made you laugh! You're running across my mind right now, like right this second, Hey at least I know you're getting fit. Enjoy Heaven till I get there and kick your ass. I love you Hector Antonio Medina Mejia (June 14th, 1983-June 12th, 2010) sexxyboyy <3