Left Unspoken

Your lips, have touched mines before.


And that's what I now, do not understand.



I imagine now, your lips, on mines,

And it's as if I was drowning, in a sea of you,

Your smell, lingering around me, your breath,

in my ear, as if you were really here.



Not here.



You're gone.



Your hands, once, held mines.

And I do not know who I used to be.



To think that smiles were smiles, and not a cover-up.

It has become easy to hide behind these,

I am weak behind close doors,

but wiping away, and smiling,

has become a routine.



Maybe tears, no matter how many,

won't make this easier,

But its the only way to cope.

Not because it hurt to lose you,

but hurt more losing myself.



And when you think I'm fine,

and that you're not on mind,

It's probably when you're on it the most



My life has become a puzzle

and (I'm getting used to it) somehow accostumed

When I am awake, I am dreaming,

And When I am dreaming I am awake

It's the only way for me to be, where I wanna be.



You could say one would get sick,

of living in memories,

of living yesterday, today.



But I don't.



I don't get tired of you, of I, of us.

Call me a fool, but for love, I do it all.

Because if I learned anything in my life,

I learned about Love.



Love, our friend, our worst enemy.



I laughed to myself when you tried to guide me,

telling me to stop following the human rules,

and to do whatever it is that made me happy.



If it were up to me, I would fall into your arms,

and never, ever let go.

Just look into your eyes,

simply, even if from a distance

look into your eyes



And I wish you would tell me you don't feel what I FEEL,

I wish you would tell me you dont LOVE ME,

I wish you would tell me that this is not MUTUAL,

Tell me that you're not crazy, going insane about ME,

Please, Baby, I am Begging you to tell me

That I'm the only one,

Dying with these sleepless nights,

Sleeping on damp pillows,

Not knowing when its raining outside,



The day, that you tell me this,

I will understand.



Thing is I know I'm kidding myself Baby,

Because if I learned anything in my life,

I learned about Love.

If I believe about anything in my life Baby,

It is about you and I.



So I'm here, sitting on the corner,

with wet eyes,

Like a child waiting for her mother.

My bags packed, my heart wide open

Awaiting your arrival.



And one day, I know,

We'll pull through together.

Leave this mess.

Never look back.

And together.

You and I.

Will run Away.

From this.

Together.

You and I.

Forever.

I Promise.